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| Yup, am very irritated by this morning incident which i can presumed might spoil my mood for the whole. It's Friday! And that bitch there spoil my mood ultimately! Wanna change sat shift with me.
Asking for other's favour when you dun even wanna do for them in the first place?
Last time when i wanna ask her a favor to change shift with me as i need to go for Malacca trip, she refused, stating
'Very confusing, very sianx"
So i used the same words she said back on her.
Too bad the thick skull of hers couldnt get the words/sarcasm through her head. And still reason with me what i tried to reason with her the last time.
So obviously, she is the one who dun wanna help in the first place giving all sorts of lame excuses.
So i follow suit! Why should i help her when she deliberately refused the previous time?
Well, you can say i'm very petty or calculative, but that's a defense mechanism in my opinion.
'If you are kind to me, i'll be very kind to you and do whatever that i can help.
If you are hostile to me, my shield will be up and in full defense mode.
If you are out to bully me, why should i be nice and let you do whatever you wish?" Must thanks Cedar, i learn all these at there.... Thus, she wanna force me to agreement. Keep pestering me when i extend my contract or when I can know i'm working in July.
I was like WTF!!!! Why must i report to the likes of her?!
Now must think up plan to stay put n not relent or kanna force if that woman go kpkb manager.
Fine, anyway i need to work full time again to save up as well...
Mostly just take leave if i need to go NUS to settle admission stuffs. There are always some bad people in our lives to make greater bonds among others.
Maybe this is part of life. Without villians around, strong friendship bonds will not be form, isn't it?
Sighh... problems start to pile one after another. It's seriously not fun at all to be an adult.
Even though i still wanna be stuck in my fantasy, but there is a time when you really need to wake up and face the harsh reality.
While turning into an adult, the mangas and anime remind me to be a child in the heart. ^-^
Am glad i still have a healthy body and is able to walk and run.... Long weekend.Plus Monday Vesak Day, but do it really means a long weekend to me?
Nah, i think i need to do lots of research for the future....lol.... I wanna play on a swing!!!!
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| Hahahax.. wil be changing or perhaps abandon xanga site soon....
Had found a greener pasture... wahahahahx..
What a way to say it..lol Now the work type had change..
After counting bills and settling daily bills, i now start to scan those cashbills that i count every morning...
Well, those that i am currently scanning all from 2007...lol Each day is over 200 pages... and every day for 365 days worth of bills to scan... wowo... great desu ne? lol
Can slack and do work as compared to need to constantly find smth to do to look busy in the past.
And besides, i can get to read more fanfictions!
Another new thing, am currently hooked to fan fictions.. some writers' their stories are very good n exciting!!! Well, except that they will often end their chapter in a cliffhangar n i stop reading but lost the story altogether if its from LJ... Fanfic.net is still ok, can check back...
Am particularly love a series for its fanfiction and its work safe as well hahax...
I am seriously wandering into a danger zone... wahahahahahax... those who know me very well will know... hehex...well, or mayb the online frens/buddies...hahax.
Danger forbidden zone/sanctaury... wahahahax...
Ok, enough of the craps here, well, i'm basically crapping nonsense to past time to 5.30pm...
Its so long!!!!
And ytd, finally got the items that i buy from the Resha's taiwan spree...
Wad the... my GA cute animal shitajiki is sold out! No fate with it! It just slip thru my fingers just like that!
Though i love the cute apple GA note pad with 3 different illustrations in side the notepad illustrating a littel story/scenerio.
1st is Natsume kicking the apple trees and some apples fall to the ground. Ruka is picking them up..
2nd is Hotaru having a truck full of apples and Mr Bear is also using a stick to prob the last 2 apples on the trees..
3rd is the last picture which is also sooo cute! It's Mikan coming under the apple tree with a basket to find out that there are no apples left! hahahx.. well, except one rotten apple on the floor with a cute worm crawling out. hehex.. And there's the drama cd."It is a preview of the 3 drama cds of GA!
sIgh, i do hope to listen to the whole story !Especially the love potion n Natsume n the rest stalikng Mikan an d Ruka in central town as Mikan and Ruka are trying to buy the ingrediretn s to amke up for them breakin Hotaru's invention.... k, gotta go. | | |
| Great News!!!!!
I received a huge package/ letter from NUS on Wednesday, Labor Day!!!!
So happy!!!!!
Was thinking just ope for fun to see since i've been opening the mailbox daily since Monday,anticipating for the mails....
NUS package, a brown A4 size mail which is different from the small long white envelope that i had received last year.
I'm accepted!!!! Wooot!!!!
NUS Arts and Social Science!
It was as if my dream came true!!!
Able to take 151 to uni, study japanese, geography , psychology etc....
So many choices open for me.... And yesterday, i log on to the joint acceptance site and saw i was accepted into NTU Psychology!
Even though i had not receive NTU's package yet.
Wow.... what should i choose?
NTU is 4 yrs direct honors with modules allocated for us, need no bidding at all.
but the location....-___- i dun wanna live in hall that's the problem. NUS can explore may module and is closer/ convenient to go to from my house...
And the friends factors too... =3
What to choose? It was suddenly as if i'm in the cross path of the lights.
But i believe one should be brighter than the other...
Just wanna make sure i wun regret my decision after many years down the road.
If only NTU accept me into another lousier or my 3rd or 4th choice, answer will be clearer for me... Random Stars are always twinkling quietly above your heads
Silently watching over you every night and day
Their presence are always there despite the bright city lights
Yet do you have the time to look up at the night sky to admire them? Inspired by Hoshi wa Utau and my Malacca trip/Vivo trip. | | |
| Life is truly unpredictable.
There's a driver inmy company that commited sucide yesterday morning...
Though i dunno the person, it was said that he had appeared in the office on Monday...
Still as me being a klutz, i dun recall any impression of remebering his looks, Only rmb he looked for my senior yet she left early already But the whole office really sensationalise the whole incident... hahax..
With the aunties discussing about the driver's life story etc...
It's juicy and interesting to listen hahax..
Maybe i'm being cold and unsympathetic... but really dun feel sad for the driver..
What i worry is, will the deceased be whipped because he commited sucide aka commited a crime?
He did commit a crime before he died.
The new paper really reported the whole incident which unveils many details that we dunno...
Though it was reported he died at 7.45am, we only hear his jumping down a 17th storey flat in Eunos at 9plus and later his death 15 min later...lol
What a time lag in info... sighhh... But it really occur to me that how things are so unexpected.
And that huge changes can occur so suddenly without our knowledge.
When the truth surfaced, it was even beyond our imagination.
Through listening to their gossips to pass my time,
I truly feel that some women from China are really up to no good.
Cheat ppl's hard earned money to come to Sg as their wives and after they got their PR, turn their backs and betray the husbands to get another lover or something.
This kinda news is not something new actually.
Many reports and stories evolve in this kinda situations where those scheming women plot to get the PR citizenship in Sg to earn more money and long term status to stay here..
I mean , cant they be more honest?
And China is sooo big, there bound to be opportunities for them why compete here in Sg?
I'm not sore loser or smth, but this trend is really starting to piss me off really.
And the worst is even the govt support this kinda ppl..
With the highly recognise 'great' reasons being we have labour shortage and to save labour cost to make Sg a competitve market for investors to choose us over the neighbouring countries.
Wow, great plan Gahmen! Even on TV shows, those entering competitions from the top schools or stidents representing the schools, if you observe carefully, many are from China!!! I am really turn off.
What is the govt trying to portray?
Thought their main objectives is to encourage local students to learn Chinese, but those in contest are from China which means we stand no chance of competing..
That's why i hate prestigous schools or top school.
Cedar is one example. With the opening up of China market, now the whole world is trying to have a share of China big pie. Guess the world really change now.
Unless China and USA do smth about their massive pollutions to the environment, i daresay, mankinds might not have a long future ahead, or maybe I might not have much future with China being another super power, consider so much contempt i have against them. I guess i rather migrate to other country to be a second class citizen over there but treated properly as a second class citizen than be a first class citizen but given a third class treatment. Remember the news where Singapore and China jointly opened/ establish an University?
Great, ask all the china scholars to study there please.
Our locals students are suffering the effects of overcrowding.
Many cant get in and if the government dun look after their own students, who will?
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| Yup, back from the boring tomb sweeping Malacca trip.
And going back again gave me one deep impression: Malaysia's toilet papers are very expensive[/sarcasm]
The toilets do not have toilet papers at all...
The citizens had to bring their own or worst, wash their butts using the water hose which is ironically provided at every toilet cubicle.
It was real disgusting and dirty, the toilets are....
And when we came back to Singapore woodlands checkpoints, i visit the toilet in Singapore,
Hey~~~ It was sooo big and clean and with papers at every cubicle!!
Makes me really appreciate Singapore's toilet x 100 at that point of time.. hahax...
Besides toilet, there is the corns...
In my childhood days, i rmb that i always eat the whole corn which comes with the cob too...
And to suck the juice out form the cob after finishing the corns is sooo nice and the juices is sooo sweet.
Having the anticipation of eating this again since Singapore only sells cup corns....
Yet, when i went there.... Malacca/malaysia had upgraded!!!! They only sell cup corn!!!! wad the!!!!
But in the end through out the whole trip i ate 5 4 cup corns in total... hhaahax...
But i think i'm gonna buy the whole corn in supermarkets to make the lengendary corn with cob coated with salt and butter. At best steam the corns for a whole day or two to make the juice stay in the cob... When i made, there is always very little juice in the cob... so maybe steam longer with more water.. hahax... Besides the corn, we also went to eat A&W, rmb? the old times where A&W is still in singpore...
The root beer float and ice cream waffles? Hehex...
Too bad Mac Donald force A&W out of the SSingapore market... Singaporeans really dunno how to appreciate real good food, and keep eating the trash like MacDonald.Seriously, i hate Mac. Their food irks me.
And we also eat at a roadside stall selling cockles (see harm) and cuttlefish etc... rather than calling it a roadside stall, a drain side stall is more appropriate.
The stall was situated at the drain area in a small back alley and with a metal low table with 3 holes in the centre as if for the steam boat fire but they put dustbins for throwing away of cockles shells...
Their cockles are sooo fresh and when i eat, there is no disgusting fishy taste.smell at all...
Infact, it is sweet and succulent!! When we are going to order another 2 plates, it was already sold out at that time... see how good the response is. And also , none of us got stomach upset after eating from this stall...
This can be considered a nice food that i had ate in Malaca.
Most of the food there are either oily or... i dun like... except cockles and waffles... hehex.. and corn.. While on the bus trip back, i look up at the night skies... the stars are twinkling brightly...
Which makes me realised that it's been a long longlong time since i ever look at soo many stars and to look at the night skies for stars...
Amidst the city lights, the stars are buried in this brightness and many people had just forgotten about them.
Even though the stars are always there with us...Staring at the stars on the bus gave me many thoughts...
As well as the link to anime/manga that i read... Hoshi wa Utau, Twinkle stars like singing a song that manga....
The stars are the spiritual support oif the girl's sad life and encounter... hahax...
And also. the level of ctivity and leisure in Malacca as compared to Singapore is a vast lot of difference...
The bus trips to the kampung areas, residental areas is not every few minutes, its every 2 to 3 hours per bus trip!!!
The bus even stop servicing to the countryside after 6pm when the sun goes down!!!!Practically in malaca countryside, when the sun goes down, the only thing to do is to eat, sleep or watch TV if there are anything nice to watch....
Unless u have a personal car to go around places... One more rant before i forgot----- Kinokuniya dun allows people to browse japanese comic magazines anymore!!!!!>.<!!!! Sob!!!!
Last week i was shocked when one of the staff stopped me from browsing(actually i was reading) the comic magazine for Fushigi Yuugi genbu kaiden latest chapter... I left only last 5 pages before the finale already!!!! and was stopped! Wad the!!! And when i tried to read the next time when i visit kino, the same thing happen again!!!
What the!!!?? So form now onwards, cant browse chapters and must buy... though i will buy Hana yume and Lala but i wanna browse others comic mag that i dun buy!!! Like Sho comi and FY compile manga....
Maybe too much ppl who browse can read some jap like me so they stopped these kinda service? sigh~~~ hopefully their sales of magazines dropped then.lol....but it may increase as we duinno wad's inside the mag n buy it only to be disappointed with the content and lament about wasting money... sigh~~~ Had finally cleared/packed my room on Sunday before we went to Malacca...
And my bro's table was moved in with me and one bed waas thrown away, my stupid grandma's since she moved out already.. so the room was much bigger and emptier... hahax..
And guess wad, the design/layout of the room was the same as wad i have designed last time!!!!
It turn out like that!!!! wow, a clearing/empty space for manga and anime lesiure reading... hehex...
Cant wait to get a laptop for my own personal use soon... >.<!!!! | | |
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Kaicho wa Meido sama!
